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I discovered I'm very bad at letting people see me hurting. I just think the most sensible thing would be to keep all doors open. Don't you agree with that? Yes. People should be careful to lock up after themselves, both the doors leading to love and ones leading away from love. I know how terrible this is going to sound. Letting go is not a specialty of mine. In fact, it seems to be something I was born with. Or born without, I should say.

What if I have the right to kill guys using love as a murder weapon? Oh my god, just think. That's somehow stunningly cool isin't it? Duh, you can say my wire in my brian has un-plug. -.-

I'm always been blinded by jealousy and wounded by pride. I look back to that moment. I see it as the real heart of where things began to go wrong. Not that things were really wrong. Unprecedented-crazy wrong. I do feel a little pang when things went wrong for me. I tried to think about nothing, but couldn't do it.

I think I mostly returned an ignorant, questioning stare when people approached me.

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