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I realised that I'm being selfish to the people around me. But blame who? The society is so cruel that I have no choice.

I can't control my temper recently. You see, there's a extend to everything. You don't expect me to forgive on your dumb acts and your stupid mouth everytime right?! You say things when you didn't think through your brain first. I wonder why you will have such 'mindset' that everybody likes you. I'm not a person that'll pick fuss on people around me. But look at what you do. JUST LOOK AT IT. Why will people pick at your negative points everytime? Sometimes when we quarrelled about some stuffs, you always shoot me until I've got nothing to say. You're just indirectly saying that I'm bad. I don't want to waste my saliver on you seriously. Since I know that you do things lack of sensibility then I'll just pardon you for your immaturity. I don't want get agigated over you. But I still have my own temper okay. I love my friends, I always accept my friend's defects and small habits. I don't want get defensive to your actions anymore.

I won't mentioned your name, I think you'll know I'm referring to you.
If you don't, then I have to look at it that your intelligence level is lower than mine.

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I have nightmares frequently. ): This caused me bad mood everytime I woke up. Sometimes I might even end up crying when I get shock and awake by my dream. There's one time after I'm awake by my dream, I continue to cry. It's not about the dream, it's my heart. My heart's aching. I don't know why, I just couldn't stop crying. I guessed I pressurized myself too much, that time I just let it all out at one go.