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Beautiful liar.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 || 9:24 AM
My birthday is coming soon on the 10th July, Saturday. I've got some plans on my mind, feel like going to Escape to have fun again. =x Hoping to go back to Bugis-Street to work in my holidays to earn some pocket money to use on my birthday itself. I swear I gonna play until like mad for this year's birthday! I don't know who to ask. If you want, give me a text then. (:
I'm a type that gets nostalgic easily. Laughing is therapeutic. I want the the feeling, to be myself.
Being single makes one more vulnerable. Everyone has their soft spot: once activated, the emotion can ride like a roller-coaster. An ex has expired; discard them and get a new one.
I was once being stucked in love. This guy makes me fall for him, and then we're same as any other couples, we broke-off in the end. My heart just couldn't open for other people for some time. Just because of my own wilfullness, I've lose out a lot of good opportunies out there. I didin't see it, I didin't realised it. Until, I've completed let him go.
Sometime how I wish there's a person beside me to go through ups and downs with me, I yearned it very much. But still, sometimes I still wants to be single. The feeling was like 50%-50% to me now. However, I still can't unravel this myth for myself. I don't know what I really want and what I really wants to be. Many failed relationships between couples are due to one-sided love or infatuation, of lack of understanding of the other half. Some problems goes to the guys that go for looks. Looks is one thing, character is another thing. Don't you think so? Lets say, If there is real trusting relationship between you both, it will last no matter the circumstances. If there's no more trust between the couples, chances of quarrelling over small little matters are very high. Even the tiniest matters in the whole wide world.
When I was in a relationship, I kept on questioning myself; 'Is there anything I can do to salvage what seems to be the dying of our relationship?' I was like crying for quite a few times when my heart aches. Even jealousy stuffs could make my tears flows like nobody's business. I know it may sound abit lunatic to you. Well, I did not say that my guy is always the one that did the wrong stuffs and make me cry. I admit sometime I'm the one being bad-tempered too. Like what others say, we girls tends to think too much, sometimes it may just make the matter's worsen. You see, it's the same to me.
My woes are my past memories. It always flashed back no matter how hard I tried to forget it, it just came back to my mind, like a daily routine. Eh hem. But well, I already know what I'm gonna do already. I guessed those who knows me well will know. ^^ After all, I don't want to be a abject failure. So, let's see what kind of girl will Lynn become after a few more months later okay? (: