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Good news.
Let me tell you wat happened recently. Sister not going divorced anymore, she asked me to helped her to fax to the lawyer firm.

Bad news.
She can't hit the NEA quota, so she told me; 'You die die also must help me okay. You MUST work for me.' And recently, I have alot of assignments need to rush. So stress that I go really crazy, and I text her; 'Sist, its not that I don't want to help you, but give me some time okay. I VERY STRESS.' She said okay, but she kept on asking me about the sim card thing. Kept on asking me to text G and ask when can everything be settle. I pissed off until I off my phone for a couple of days.

And A VERY BAD NEWS IS....
THAT CAG ACCURSED ME FOR THAT THING AGIAN. Oh, god. Tsk, why can't adults handle their own stuffs with tact and don't pull me in. I did nothing wrong, why do adults love to cover themselves and push all the faults to someone that did nothing worng?? They love to do what they like cause they think they're smart. But when things worsen, they just push it to the kids cause they don't want to hurt themselves. They thought kids are innocent and nothing will happen to them? Then they are absolutely wrong. Firstly, I'm not a kid. I know whats happening in this family. I want to know why he wants to do this. I want to know why he accursed me until like that. Secondly, I want to know and confirm if I am a burden to them. Thirdly, if their answer is yes, I will leave. Cause someone's gonna chase after me, I know he won't let me off. Tsk, stupid man.

I have enough of their selfishness. They only thought of themselves and they don't even know that they hurt me. What if I really leave? Will they notice me?

Currently at National Library now, cause I don't wanna stay at home.

The dreams of you and me were frequent.