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I have no idea why blogger can't upload pictures!! Arugh. Sigh, next time then.

Guessed what. This morning when the moment I woke up, I went to the toilet. And to my surprised, right side of my lips were bleeding. There's dried blood stained on my lips, looks pretty disgusting. It's not the the first time I bite my lips while sleeping alreay, but I don't even know it. ):

The secret is the practice. Practice and persevere. If you stick at something, you get better. At the start, you make mistakes. You stumble and fail. But keep on at it and seddenly the trick becomes second nature to you. You don't know how you couldn't do it before. If you practice, you can make the impossible seem easy. Always remember; The road to sucess is not straight, there is a curve called failure. (:

24th April 2010, Saturday - Went Bugis with Aaron Kwok and Xiu li.
25th April 2010, Sunday - Out with Xiuli to Paza Sing's to do our assignments.
26th April 2010, Monday - After school went to find Huimin at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
27th April 2010, Tuesday - Went Plaza Sing with Xiu li after school.
28th April 2010, Wednesday - After school, have my lunch with Aaron lancelot, Hadi, Wai long and Xiu li at 'Just Acia'.
29th April 2010, Thursday (Yesterday) - After school, went Bugis with Xiu li to do our assignments.
30th April 2010, Friday -  (Today) - After school, have my lunch at J8 with Aaron lancelot, Hadi, Hafiz and Luke. After that I decided to went home instead of going out cause I'm broke. ):

Heard from lecturer said that Poly design students are learning those stuffs same as us. ITE students learn earlier and this benefits us. My shading improved alot already, cause I helped alot of my classmates do their work. -.-



Sometime i still cry for the past.



My 6 sense is always right, don't play a fool with me I tell you first.

I believed in 'Retribution.' If you've done bad things, you'll get your punishment. But why didin't I see the retribution that you should get? You still have the cheek to tell the NEA people those negative coments about us. My, my. How boastful you sound. You excels at spouting nonsense. Use my kindness, if you feel so inclined. All right? How dull can you be, Lixia?

Few days ago, i went Bugis to hunt for my bag with Sister. I went to my workplace, uncle and auntie was smiling happily when they saw me. >,< When I'm looking at those new arrivals at the shop, I kept on knock until their bags and uncle kept on pick up for me. But I don't know, until uncle laughing and said: 'Aiyoh, Peiqi arh!!' HAHAHA, very cute siah. And uncle gaved me a 'Very Special Discount'. But I didin't buy, LOL. The design cannot attract me. =x

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22th April 2010, Thursday - After school, help Jin da with his assignments together with Xiu li at Junction 8 Mac. Jin da said he's afraid of me cause I look very ah lian. -.- LOL.
23th April 2010, Friday (Yesterday) - Camwhore with Huimin at Marina Barrage. Will upload photos soon.
24th April 2010, Saturday (Today) - Planned to go Sheesha with cliques, but in the end cancalled.



Hi all. I've been participating in some events outside school to earn more GPA points. One event coming up soon is Youth Olympic Game, YOG. I will be a crew there helping out at Orchard area. Hope everything will go on smoothly for me. Will update more about this few weeks later.

I've been attending school these couple of days. Can say that I'm quite pack wtih school assignments and stuffs. Exmas coming real soon, I'm afraid of getting poor grades. You know, my own expectations in ITE are totally different in secondary school life that I had than before. I want everything to be perfect. LOL, actions speak louder than words, I know. But no worries, I will buck up no matter what. And seriously, I got to lose some pounds already! I've been eating and drinking whenever I'm stress up. Can rather say, I could even do my assignments with tibits holding in my hands. I mean, if I spent less time feeding my mouth and more time exercising, I wouldn't be in that bloody state! I know friends around me would say; 'Hell, seriously you don't have to slim down anymore. You look pretty good in this shape already.' Tsk, they just don't understand me.

I was pretty excited for the LAST DAY submission of all assignments. Cause all my hard work will be shown to the lecturer on that particular day. I slept quite early the night before, but woke up at 10am in the next morning instead of 6am. And my lesson ended at 11am. So I prepared as fast as I could, then rush out of my house. On the way down, I called Mom and shouted at her and asked why didin't she wake me up. I SWEAR I'LL CRY IF ALL MY HARD WORK HAD GONE DOWN TO THE DRAIN. Somehow she understood how nervous I am, so she asked me to withdraw money from her account to take cab down to my school. So I rushed to my market's ATM machine, a uncle was like taking his own sweet time pressing the ATM buttons. I wanted to scream at him but I calm myself down. When it's finally my turn, then I know there's not much money inside that account. -.- Then I thought I'm dead this time, cause it's already 10.30am. When my lecturer said LAST DAY OF SUBMISSION, he mean it. He won't give me extra time for sure. I called Mom, then she told me she already called uncle to fetch me from there. Amazingly, my uncle came within 10 minutes!! I hopped in his lorry, and I reached school at 11.05am! His driving skills was awesome okay! Although he drove too fast and it seems quite scary to me, LOL. Then he still gave me 20 bucks . >,< My uncle very good hor? (: When I reached my class, my lecturer still there. LOL. I got almost 3 chop for all assignments, I was like jumping for joy. And he asked my classmates to take a look at some of my assingments also, hohohoho! So happy! It's worth it to rushed down to school on that day. The day before holiday, lecturer was still nagging at me for being lazy. But now he still praised some of my work and say he like my drawings. You see, work hard and you'll get what you really wanted. Although this few weeks I'm really stress about these assignments. (:

I realised that I'm an ignorant person. Someone might judge me or criticized me behind my back. I know some of you loathe me, but do nothing to help it. As I've mentioned it before, I'm tiep up with my school stuffs, so don't bother texting or calling me so oftenly to flare me up. I can get pretty fucked up when I'm concentrating on my work, then someone disturbed my by asking me 'bo liao' stuffs. I have short term memory. When I'm being disturb while concentrating, my mind will be blank after that. That pissed me off. I've been repeating this sentence umpteen times already; 'What do you need? I don't have all day like you do.' If you're a ''nobody'' to me, then don't act like you are. I won't bother to answer all your unanswerable quentions, I'm not interested at all. You know who you are.

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16th April 2010 - After school, do assignments with Luke, Wan ling and Xiu li.
17th April 2010 (Yesterday) - Do assignments with Hadi, Wai long and xiu Xiu li @ Plaza Sing's SMU. Have our lunch at 'Just Acia' before doing our work. Hadi kept making us laugh like mad, and we couldn't even eat properly, then keep choke. LOL. Two girls beside us was laughing like mad also. -.-
18th April 2010 (Today) - Going Clementi's Mac later on to do assignments with with Hadi, Wai long and Xiu li.






Few days ago, I got pissed off about one thing. Seriously make me damn pissed. One day, when my school ended at 5pm or 6pm, I went library to borrow some product desgining books for reference. After that I rushed home, cause I wanna do my assignments quickly. By the time I reached home it's already 7+ going to 8pm. When the moment I stepped into the house, I received da jie's phone call.

Da jie: Hey, where you?
Me: Just reached home, why leh?
Da jie: Just reach home arh? How come? Eh, now you faster come down redhill market. Now, faster arh.
Me: Why? Tell me first.
Da jie: Just come down and you'll know lah.
Me: Okok.
(She kupp the phone after that.)

Then I went down as fast as I could, I thought she wanted me to help her to carry some stuffs or something. Then I was wondering, will she asked me to help her to work today? Why would she asked me to go down redhill market for no reason? After that I called Mom and told her, I said maybe sister asking me to work today. I know Mom will stand at my side here and help me, she know I've got lots of assignments need to rush recently. Cause if I didin't went home after many hours, she'll call da jie and ask me to go home.

But when the moment I saw my da jie, she was holding a plastic bag full of questionnaires.

Me: You asked me come down for what?
Da jie: Work with me. Hahahaha!
Me: HUH?! WHAT?! I thought you say you can go work alone already lor? I just came home from school and I haven't even bathe and eat yet, then you want ask me go work now?!
Da jie: Aiyah, don't need bathe lah. Later also will perspire one, I need run many blocks you know! Orh, then you go bread shop buy bread eat first lor.
Me: I got assignments also you know or not? -.- (I give one buay song face.)
Da jie: Hanah hanah, then you asked Linda come down to help me lor.

I went home after that.
Just imagine this happening to yourself. How would you react? -.- Tsk.

By the way, You liang told me next semester he's gonna apply the course he wanted in Singapore Polytechnic already. I remembered his results in secondary school wasn't that good, but now he made it to polytechnic! Awwww, I jealous already lah. =x Kill me kill me!! ): I still got another 1 more year to go, I regret wasting 1 year you know?!?! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Kill me please.

My mind has shut off, feel like jumping on my bed right now and sleep. LOL!!






Hi hi. Well, actually wanted to show you my nu er's cute little face, but I've no idea why blogger cannot upload those pictures! She's 3 years old this year, very cute one. Her face chubby than me you know! Hahahaha. Tsk, no lah no lah. She's my gan nu er. -.- Next time then show you. =x
 
Ahem!! Alright, let me tell you something hilarious.
Yesterday Mom went home at 9.20pm. She bought Mac for our dinner.

While eating Mac and watching my drama;

Mom: You know hor, Meloday very smart eh. She learned a new song, and that's 'Happy Birthday'. She played on a piano for me, I very touched leh! Woah, she's the only one that remember my birthday.
Me: (Thinking: Then I suddenly remember mom's birthday is on the April.)
Without thinking much, I said: 'Oh, ya hor. Your birthday is on the 16th April.)
Mom: It's on the 13th April lah please. What kind of daughter are you, own mother's birthday also will forgot.
Me (sreaming): Oh my god, it's G birthday on the 16th April. (Thinking: Why would I forgotten and thought it's mom's birthday?) I was staring at my burger.
Mom: Woah, he more important than me is it?
Me: No lah, LOL. (Feeling real guilty.)
Mom: Ni men hen bu xiao leh.
Me: Aiyoh, still got 3 more days mah. (Thinking: Maybe I think of G's birthdate too much already then forgot Mom's birthday. What can I do for her this year? My pay delayed until next month. Arugh, stupid NEA.)

First time in my life time that I've forgotten it's mom's birthday.
First time in my life time that I did not plan anything for her.
First time in my life time that I'm not the first one to wish her happy birthday.

Oh god, what kind of daughter am I. Tsk, I'm feeling damn guilty now.
I know Mom's hinting me yesterday night. Well, I guess I'm way too stupid.

School's re-opening tomorrow. Actually I'm feeling quite happy cause I prefer going to school rather than rotting at home or go out to kill my time. Another few reasons is, going to school can make my day more meaningful and I can take my pocket-money!! Heh. My mom's so so so bad. She won't give me allowance when I'm having my holidays. Tsk. Alright, will update my blog or twitter once I'm free. Bye.



Good news.
Let me tell you wat happened recently. Sister not going divorced anymore, she asked me to helped her to fax to the lawyer firm.

Bad news.
She can't hit the NEA quota, so she told me; 'You die die also must help me okay. You MUST work for me.' And recently, I have alot of assignments need to rush. So stress that I go really crazy, and I text her; 'Sist, its not that I don't want to help you, but give me some time okay. I VERY STRESS.' She said okay, but she kept on asking me about the sim card thing. Kept on asking me to text G and ask when can everything be settle. I pissed off until I off my phone for a couple of days.

And A VERY BAD NEWS IS....
THAT CAG ACCURSED ME FOR THAT THING AGIAN. Oh, god. Tsk, why can't adults handle their own stuffs with tact and don't pull me in. I did nothing wrong, why do adults love to cover themselves and push all the faults to someone that did nothing worng?? They love to do what they like cause they think they're smart. But when things worsen, they just push it to the kids cause they don't want to hurt themselves. They thought kids are innocent and nothing will happen to them? Then they are absolutely wrong. Firstly, I'm not a kid. I know whats happening in this family. I want to know why he wants to do this. I want to know why he accursed me until like that. Secondly, I want to know and confirm if I am a burden to them. Thirdly, if their answer is yes, I will leave. Cause someone's gonna chase after me, I know he won't let me off. Tsk, stupid man.

I have enough of their selfishness. They only thought of themselves and they don't even know that they hurt me. What if I really leave? Will they notice me?

Currently at National Library now, cause I don't wanna stay at home.

The dreams of you and me were frequent.

Lynn wants a break, she wants a happy day.

I guessed I shall stop being lazy and brush up on my work. Recently I've been going out, playing and wasting my own time doing stupid stuffs. I know I can do it if I want to. I don't wish to see everyone losing hope in me and dissapoint them. I find myself wasting this 2 weeks holiday by playing outside and neglecting my assignments.

I don't know what I do that dissapoint you, but everything I do there's a reason behind it.

Currently at Bugis National Library, doing my assignments. I meet Hadi at Bugis Mos Burger just now to do our work. I text the other 5 person yesteday and they told me we have to do ALL OF THEM. I know this yestersday, then I started to feel stress already. I thought I only left 4 assignments, but now I got another 7 assignments. There's 11 altogether. Oh my god, I'm toast, deadly toast. >,<

Have my dinner together with Hadi at Burger King at around 6+, after that he went home. I thought of going home but I tried to go library again cause I thought maybe there'll be a place for me to do my work. And here I am. (:

Yesterday went Orchard with my precious lady, Huimin. >,< We saw Junyang, we managed to get rid of him but Ion is so small and we met again. -.- LOL. We took neo-print at Cinelesure. Hanging out with her do make me laugh. And I mean, laugh alot. LOL. When I'm unhappy, she'll have heart to heart session with me just hear me whining away. When I'm out with her and don't have enough cash with me, she'll not hesitate and say; 'It's okay, I'll pay for you first.' She's the only one that had seen my happy times and moody times. She've already seen how I go really crazy, and I've got nothing to be ashame of infront of her. We've been friends for 6 year's after all. Hope I'll have this friend with me by my side forever. Bbf okay? (:

By looking at people's expression, I know what they're thinking. But why can't I see your's?

I've been thinking alot this few weeks. I don't like to feel left out. Even in my dream, it's still the same. I've been telling myself that I'm almost there, but I don't wanna continue to cheat my feelings anymore. I don't feel a wee of feelings for you. J, I'm sorry. It's my fault for using you. I don't want to continue already. I'm weary of this. I won't contact you anymore. Now I know, using a person to forget another person is a kind of silly act. Very silly. Yeah. Lynn, you're almost there. Good luck myself.

31st March 2010;
Up till now, my mother and I still remembered that incident and we both remembered that girl's name very clearly.
'FU QI HUI.' LOL.

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1st April 2010 - Meet up with Xiu li at Jurong-East.
2nd April 2010 - Zinning; Happy Birthday!! (: Meet up with Stellah and Zinning at East-Coast. After that headed to Parkway-Parade. Headed to Bugis to find Xiu li after that.

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Sometime songs can encourage you and cheers you up. I'm not saying those sad and heartbreaking songs but referring to those songs that tells you not give up in love, you can survive without him or your Mr. Right will enter your life soon etc. Just think. Those lyrics could make me gained up my confidence and made me set my new goals again to strived hard on that particular thing. I can, so can you. Jiayou. (: