@ Delicate-Antique.

Cruel temptation?

Friday, March 5, 2010 || 2:34 PM

The general negetive perception and prejudice against all ITE students is unfair. Hey, ITE dosen't mean that it's the end okay! When a person graduated from ITE, he or she has a great bright future ahead of them. Don't look down on them or even teased them.

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I feel deeply scarred after each quarrel. I felt an awful pang inside and a stream of ucotrollable tears followed. I know my pain would only worsen. I lived each day as it came, not caring about anything at all. Each night I would lie in bed, letting sad tired tears roll down my face as I waited for sleep to consume me. It came to a point where it didin't matter if I lived or died. Sometimes I would wait at a pavement, secretly hoping that a car would run up the sidewalk and crash into me. How silly of me.

''He made me feel like I mattered, and I love him. I made myself into anything he wanted me to be. I forced myself to like whatever he liked. I know all of us are unique individuals with our own personality, I don't have to change my own personality just to show the person that I can be the kind of person he wants. Though it might work, eventually I will feel a lost of identity and the relationship will suffer. So now, I'm gonna be myself and find a guy that truly love me FOR WHO I AM.'' And for now, let's see how my story plays out then.

The guy have no intention to love you, but still has the temptation to hold you, hug you and kiss you.
- Z.

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1. Do you feel sad or irritable?
Yes.

2. Have you lost interest in activities once enjoyed?
Yes.

3. Have you experienced changes in weight or appetite?
No.

4. Have you experienced changes in sleeping pattern?
Yes.

5. Do you have feelings of guilt?
Yes.

6. Are you unable to concentrate, remember things, or make decisions?
Yes.

7. Have you experienced fatigue or loss of energy?
Yes.

8. Have you experienced restlessness or decreased activity noticed by others?
Yes.

9. Do you feel hopeless, or worthless?
Yes.

10. Have you had thoughts of suicide or death?
Yes.

You answered 9 items out of 10 "Yes". According to The National Mental Health Association, 5 or more yes answers indicates that you may be suffering from clinical depression. This test cannot substitute for a visit to a mental health professional. It is meant only to give you an idea where to start a dialogue with your healthcare provider. -.-

Hohoho, good game.